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This Must Be the Place: A Queer East Correspondence

09 Jun 2025

Words by Qinghan Chen and Lydia Leung

A collage of scenes from a film, including a man in traditional Japanese dress, a woman in a revealing dress, and various other characters in action.
A collage of scenes from a film, including a man in traditional Japanese dress, a woman in a revealing dress, and various other characters in action.

In col­lab­o­ra­tion with the Queer East Film Fes­ti­val, this year’s Emerg­ing Crit­ics cohort offer their respons­es to the film programme.

This is the first of three pieces pub­lished in col­lab­o­ra­tion with Queer East Film Fes­ti­val, whose Emerg­ing Crit­ics project brought togeth­er six writ­ers for a pro­gramme of men­tor­ship through­out the festival.

Qing­han Chen

This year, Queer East presents a more defi­ant stance to the pub­lic. I felt it with­in the first three min­utes of Takeshi Kitano’s Kubi, the festival’s open­ing film. When a head­less corpse sud­den­ly appeared on screen, I cov­ered my eyes and near­ly screamed out loud. In the next two hours, heads were sev­ered with the flash of blades; homo­erot­ic scenes were fold­ed into the polit­i­cal intrigue. I closed my eyes more than once, retreat­ing into the dark­ness, anchor­ing myself emo­tion­al­ly. When a dis­fig­ured head was kicked off-screen, the film end­ed. I ful­ly under­stood what cura­tor Yi Wang had joked about in his open­ing intro­duc­tion: if you feel uncom­fort­able, please close your eyes.

In the cin­e­ma, I nev­er know whether each pass­ing moment will shock or stun me. Mov­ing images pour down like a water­fall, an overused metaphor for queer desire, yet they are still potent enough to shat­ter my bound­aries. But I can choose to close my eyes. With this act, my atten­tion shifts away from the images on screen and turns inward, toward my own body. As a result, I become more aware of my exis­tence. It feels like my eyes are build­ing a tem­po­rary shel­ter, guard­ing my per­cep­tion and grant­i­ng me respite. When I am ready, I can open my eyes and jump back into that fleet­ing in-between space between myself and the screen. Per­haps I could dis­cov­er new inter­ac­tions between films and space.

I expe­ri­enced a per­fect acci­dent after trav­el­ing an hour and a half to reach the ESEA Com­mu­ni­ty Cen­tre, where the short film pro­gramme Counter Archives was held. The screen­ing room is a nar­row space with a sky­light, loose­ly cov­ered by a piece of black fab­ric. Due to British sum­mer time, the lin­ger­ing day­light dis­rupt­ed the images on the screen, mak­ing them blur­ry and errat­ic. Yet this imper­fec­tion cre­at­ed a unique feel­ing for me. 
 

Three men in traditional Japanese samurai armour and clothing, standing in an interior setting.
Courtesy of Queer East Film Festival
Still from Kubi (2024)

Six short films awak­ened buried his­to­ry through body per­for­mance and exper­i­men­tal images. The pro­gramme began with artist Cok Saw­itri chant­i­ng a lament for the miss­ing dead in Indonesia’s 1965 – 66 geno­cide, then shift­ed to the strobe effects of Hong Kong’s street protests. As night had ful­ly fall­en out­side, the final film, Kit­ty Yeung’s Pri­vate View: Joshua Ser­afin, appeared on the screen, in which a Fil­ipino artist used their non-bina­ry body to dance into a black swamp, resist­ing the impe­ri­al­ist ide­olo­gies that still exist with­in post-colo­nial soci­eties. It was unlike any­thing I had expe­ri­enced in cin­e­ma. The sequence of the films, togeth­er with the slow­ly fad­ing day­light, grad­u­al­ly restruc­tured the space: pub­lic became pri­vate, out­side turned inward. The day­light even­tu­al­ly became a spe­cif­ic mate­r­i­al invad­ing the erased history.

Else­where in the fes­ti­val pro­gramme, queer char­ac­ters also nav­i­gate dif­fer­ent spaces, seek­ing shel­ter for their hid­den desire. Jo-Fei Chen’s Where Is My Love? depicts the strug­gle of gay men in late 1990s Tai­wan. In this film, writer Ko (Chih-xing Wen) stands at the cross­roads of com­ing out, hes­i­tat­ing whether to pub­lish his nov­el about gay love. Here, the inter­ac­tion between bod­ies and spaces chan­nels the sor­row that enveloped Taiwan’s queer com­mu­ni­ty at the time. The lone­ly writer wan­ders the park at night to meet a mys­te­ri­ous man, lat­er embrac­ing him in the dim bed­room. What impressed me most is their kiss on the street at night, exposed by the harsh light from a lamp post. This moment dis­solves the bound­ary between the pub­lic and the pri­vate. Final­ly, the ghost-like lover decides to leave, while the writer choos­es to pub­lish his nov­el and walk out of his room. The place has served as both Ko’s writ­ing cor­ner and a pri­vate refuge where the gay cou­ple can freely kiss and embrace. The two men are roman­tic fugi­tives and their farewell shows a trag­ic retreat: they try to flee into a lib­er­at­ing space, but fall back into the noisy pub­lic space dom­i­nat­ed by het­ero­nor­ma­tive social expectations.

A close-up image of two shirtless Taiwanese men standing together in an embrace.
Courtesy of Queer East Film Festival
Still from Where Is My Love? (1997)

Anoth­er con­tem­po­rary queer film that explores queer spaces is Jun Geng’s Bel Ami. In a snowy north­east­ern Chi­nese town, shot in black and white, les­bian cou­ple Ying Liu (Qing Wang) and Bu A (Xuanyu Chen) walk the street with a secret: they want to have a child with the help of gay bar­ber Shangquan Li (Zix­ing Huang). At the same time, the women remain wary of Shangquan and install a sur­veil­lance cam­era in a wall clock to mon­i­tor his behav­ior. Via this cam­era, a strange coex­is­tence of pub­lic and pri­vate space is con­struct­ed. On the screen of a lap­top, Shangquan is seen sud­den­ly hugged by a female cus­tomer. He strug­gles and feels embar­rassed, as he stands in the emp­ty bar­ber shop. Mean­while, on the oth­er side, the les­bian cou­ple begins to kiss and make love in the bed­room after laugh­ing at Shangquan’s expe­ri­ence. Com­pared to the awk­ward bar­ber, the women are the bold­est fig­ures in the film. The final scenes bloom into col­or as they kiss while pos­ing for wed­ding pho­tos. Com­pared to the furtive kiss in Where Is My Love?, this auda­cious ges­ture of ten­der­ness sig­nals a small victory.

From the flick­er­ing rays of the sum­mer sun pierc­ing through the screen to the wan­der­ing queer char­ac­ters, these move­ments dis­rupt spa­tial bound­aries and cre­ate a new free­dom. Queer East reflects this sense of lib­er­a­tion not only through their sub­ver­sive pro­gram­ming, but also through their use of alter­na­tive screen­ing spaces that exist out­side of exhi­bi­tion norms. While I was there, I used to scrib­ble notes in my note­book, try­ing to cap­ture details that held traces of free­dom. As I write this piece now, look­ing back at those near-inde­ci­pher­able marks, I can still sense the joy that filled me in that moment.

Silhouetted figures of a man and woman against a dark blue night sky.
Courtesy of Queer East Film Festival
Still from A Journey in Spring (2023)

Lydia Leung

Many of the films select­ed for this year’s edi­tion of Queer East draw a clear line between pri­vate and pub­lic space. Home is often thought of as some­where pri­vate, a place where we feel free to express our­selves, where­as in pub­lic we must tem­per our self-expres­sion for fear of being judged by oth­ers. This divi­sion is clear in Wang Ping-wen and Peng Tzu-hui’s A Jour­ney in Spring, as we watch elder­ly pro­tag­o­nist Khim-hok (Jason King) and his wife Siu-tuan (Yang Kuei-mei) move around in their coun­try house. They spend their ini­tial few scenes argu­ing about every­thing every­where, from bus stops and shops to the rainy moun­tain path lead­ing to their home. Only behind old wood­en doors do we real­ly see the ten­der­ness they share, as they laugh at stu­pid pop songs on TV or strug­gle to open a stuck jar of plum wine. Their house, with its peel­ing con­crete walls and domes­tic clut­ter, feels like a win­dow into a dis­ap­pear­ing world, in which hazy snap­shots of their pri­vate lives gen­tly play.

Tragedy strikes, how­ev­er, when Siu-tuan sud­den­ly pass­es away, and Khim-hok is forced out into the unfa­mil­iar urban land­scape of Taipei. The cam­era delib­er­ate­ly iso­lates him in places meant for build­ing com­mu­ni­ty, as he eats alone in a café, sits by him­self in a dark park, and wan­ders through an arcade. Clear­ly uncom­fort­able in this rapid­ly mod­ernising world, he cre­ates a façade through which he faces the pub­lic, unpre­pared to deal with the real­i­ty of his wife’s death. Home is a safe place for him, but it also enables him to cling to entrenched beliefs. We share in his sor­row, while also under­stand­ing that part of his dis­com­fort stems from his inabil­i­ty to accept his estranged son’s queer­ness. Khim-hok’s tra­di­tion­al views mark him as a rem­nant of the past, widen­ing the gulf between who he is in pri­vate and who he is forced to be in pub­lic, espe­cial­ly giv­en the chang­ing atti­tudes in recent years towards accep­tance of queer peo­ple in Tai­wan.
 

Samurai in traditional uniform, covered in mud, standing in a muddy river with trees and foliage in the background. One of them holds a human head aloft.
Courtesy of Queer East Film Festival
Still from Kubi (2024)

What is more pub­lic than the his­to­ry of a nation? In Kubi, Takeshi Kitano takes a revi­sion­ist approach, adding ele­ments of queer desire and jeal­ousy to the bat­tles waged between rival war­lords fight­ing over con­trol of 16th-cen­tu­ry Japan. We see the capri­cious lord of Japan, Oda Nobuna­ga (Ryo Kase), humil­i­at­ing his vas­sal Ara­ki Murashige (Kenichi Endō), forc­ing him to his knees and feed­ing him a sweet from the tip of his dag­ger. Inside his opu­lent, paint­ing-adorned recep­tion room, and in front of his assem­bled gen­er­als, Nobuna­ga bru­tal­ly twists the blade inside Murashige’s closed mouth and kiss­es him as blood spews from the wound. Kitano leans ful­ly into homo­eroti­cism, sug­gest­ing that Murashige’s even­tu­al rebel­lion against Nobuna­ga was moti­vat­ed in part by his pri­vate, unre­quit­ed feel­ings of love for him.

Even their own homes are no refuge: Murashige goes into hid­ing with anoth­er gen­er­al, Akechi Mit­suhide (Hidetoshi Nishi­ji­ma), with whom he is in anoth­er overt­ly queer rela­tion­ship. In con­trast to his recep­tion space, Mitsuhide’s pri­vate quar­ters are sim­ply fur­nished, lit only by can­dle­light. But the translu­cent sho­ji walls pro­vide only an illu­sion of pri­va­cy: a brief moment of gen­uine inti­ma­cy between these lovers-turned-ene­mies-turned-lovers is inter­rupt­ed by the dis­cov­ery of a spy hid­ing in the rafters. Great pow­er comes with the caveat of pri­vate affairs becom­ing pub­lic knowl­edge, and nowhere is safe.

Two young Chinese women stand together, one in a blue denim shirt, the other in a purple and white gingham shirt. The one in the purple and white shirt is holding a soda bottle with a straw, and is whispering in the other girl's ear.
Courtesy of Queer East Film Festival
Still from Murmur of Youth (1997)

The oppo­site is true for the unusu­al set­ting of a cin­e­ma box office fea­tured promi­nent­ly in Lin Cheng-sheng’s Mur­mur of Youth, where a friend­ship between two ado­les­cent girls work­ing there blos­soms into romance. Seem­ing­ly a claus­tro­pho­bic, pub­lic-fac­ing space, the tick­et booth becomes a refuge from their tur­bu­lent home lives, its vel­vet cur­tains allow­ing them to hide in plain sight. Both girls are named Mei-li, but come from marked­ly dif­fer­ent socio-eco­nom­ic back­grounds: the cashier job enables them to devel­op a nat­ur­al cama­raderie that would not oth­er­wise have formed.

In this sense, the cin­e­ma occu­pies a unique, lim­i­nal space between the pub­lic and the pri­vate, a venue acces­si­ble to all that still affords its patrons a cer­tain degree of pri­va­cy. In Close Up mag­a­zine, author Dorothy Richard­son describes the cin­e­ma as a place of uni­ver­sal hos­pi­tal­i­ty,” sep­a­rat­ed from the rest of the world with its own behav­iour­al and social rules. The act of film watch­ing is in itself a pri­vate act — no one can see through your eyes, or feel what you feel — but hav­ing an audi­ence around you indeli­bly changes your expe­ri­ence. Strangers found kin­ship by expe­ri­enc­ing films with like-mind­ed peo­ple, form­ing micro-com­mu­ni­ties that dis­persed a mere two hours lat­er. To this end, cin­e­mas even served a pur­pose as ear­ly queer spaces, and it’s only fit­ting to see that reflect­ed in Mur­mur of Youth. Some­times a push out of our com­fort zones is what we need, and the per­fect place to do that is at the cinema.

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