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I’m Still Here review – mem­o­ry as resistance

20 Feb 2025 / Released: 21 Feb 2025

A woman with dark hair and a serious expression, wearing a green floral shirt and looking at the camera.
A woman with dark hair and a serious expression, wearing a green floral shirt and looking at the camera.
5

Anticipation.

Walter Salles' first narrative film in 12 years and his first back in Brazil since 2008's Linha de Passe.

4

Enjoyment.

A spectacular Fernanda Torres performance in a timely, sensitively told story.

5

In Retrospect.

This already history-making effort is deserving of all its laurels.

Wal­ter Salles returns to nar­ra­tive film­mak­ing with a sen­si­tive depic­tion of the forced dis­ap­pear­ance of for­mer con­gress­man Rubens Pai­va, and the dev­as­ta­tion his fam­i­ly faced.

As they drag their sand-cov­ered feet from Ipane­ma beach to their house across the road in 1970, the Pai­va chil­dren can’t imag­ine that, 50 years lat­er, peo­ple would be march­ing down those same streets ask­ing for the reestab­lish­ment of the mil­i­tary régime that vio­lent­ly killed their father. But his­to­ry is cru­el in its cycles, and the most will­ing to for­get are often the eas­i­est to convert.

Wal­ter Salles’ I’m Still Here is about mem­o­ry as resis­tance. Based on the epony­mous bio­graph­i­cal book by Marce­lo Rubens Pai­va, Salles’s first nar­ra­tive film in over a decade – and his first made in his home coun­try since 2008’s Lin­ha de Passé – tack­les one of the most emblem­at­ic cas­es of Brazil’s mil­i­tary régime: the forced dis­ap­pear­ance of Marcelo’s father, for­mer con­gress­man Rubens Pai­va (played here by Sel­ton Mello).

Instead of opt­ing for a tra­di­tion­al biopic chron­i­cling the congressman’s life and career lead­ing up to his arrest, the direc­tor turns his atten­tion to the Pai­va matri­arch Eunice (Fer­nan­da Tor­res). We first find her float­ing in the ocean, rocked by gen­tle waves as the harsh Brazil­ian sun turns glis­ten­ing the water that envelops her. A moth­er of five, Eunice finds in the sea a rare chance for qui­et con­tem­pla­tion, keep­ing her ears just enough below water to soft­en the fren­zy of her sur­round­ings but nev­er immersed as deep as to drown out the laugh­ter of her chil­dren play­ing nearby.

This laugh­ter is a per­ma­nent fix­ture in the Pai­va house­hold, home not only to the fam­i­ly and their adorable dog Pim­pão, but to all those who wish them well. Books, records and art line every nook and cran­ny of their large house in Ipane­ma, where friends dance to Gilber­to Gil and make plans to watch the new Anto­nioni over a shared cig­ar. In this, Salles paints the Pai­va res­i­dence as the phys­i­cal man­i­fes­ta­tion of the artis­tic free­dom of the ear­ly 60s and a place where the kind­heart­ed and open-mind­ed will always find a home.

But this is 1970, and gone is the hope­ful Age of Enlight­en­ment that inspired cul­tur­al move­ments like the Trop­icália and Cin­e­ma Novo. In its place is the dark oppo­site: an anti­de­mo­c­ra­t­ic mil­i­tary régime fund­ed by the Unit­ed States and fuelled by post-Cold War nation­al­ist ide­al­ism. In peri­ods of legit­imised oppres­sion, there is no such thing as a safe haven, and this truth becomes painful­ly clear to the Pai­va fam­i­ly on the morn­ing that a group of uniden­ti­fied offi­cials dri­ves Rubens away for ques­tion­ing, not yet know­ing that their father and hus­band will nev­er return.

Brazil­ian cin­e­ma is no stranger to films about the régime, from Cami­lo Gal­li Tavares’s The Day That Last­ed 21 Years to Cao Hamburger’s The Year My Par­ents Went on Vaca­tion. Still, I’m Still Here tri­umphs in pair­ing Salles’s intrin­sic under­stand­ing of the emo­tion­al poten­tial of real­ism with two bril­liant per­form­ers in Mel­lo and Tor­res. The lat­ter is so arrest­ing as to rival her moth­er Fer­nan­da Montenegro’s shat­ter­ing turn in Salles’s 1998 dra­ma Cen­tral Sta­tion, imbu­ing her Eunice with a pained under­stand­ing of the heavy cross car­ried by the resilient. It is a lead per­for­mance that finds great poten­cy in con­tain­ment, with Tor­res nev­er as strik­ing as when the cam­era qui­et­ly rests on her face, her eyes always look­ing for­ward, her intent unshakeable.

Many of Brazil’s great thinkers and artists lived in forced exile dur­ing the two decades of the régime, Emília Viot­ti da Cos­ta amongst them. The his­to­ri­an would come to coin the sem­i­nal encap­su­la­tion of that era, one that in its grasp of both warn­ing and lament, also elu­ci­dates Salles’s mov­ing ele­gy: A peo­ple with­out mem­o­ry is a peo­ple with­out his­to­ry. And a peo­ple with­out his­to­ry is doomed to make, in the present and the future, the same mis­takes of the past.”

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